Sick

3 weeks of my life have flown by..
Tomorrow is pay day..

but my body is wrought with flu..
my throat hurts and my nose is blocked..

catch u again sometime when the sun is shining on me again..
I feel so sick now I can't post rite either..
hope things are rosier on your side of the world..

love..

- 28 July 2003 12:36am -

Walking Contradiction

I am a walking contradiction..
I am 21..
I am a Legal Assistant..
I love my job and I don't want to give it up..
I enjoy what I'm doing everyday..

But I STILL wish I could be 18 and not have to be serious about anything..

I want to laze around at home in the day..
I want to go to bed for the day when the sun rises..
I want to lie in bed the entire afternoon and watch clouds drift past my window..
I want to spend my father's money =P
I want to laze my life away..

But I also want to be 21, with earning power and the happiness of knowing my dream of success is just one step closer to reality..

*sigh*

- 15 July 9:00pm -

In His Hands

I intended to post the night after my first day at work..
However I've been so dead tired night after night because of the sheer volume of work I handle everyday..

The work is never boring, and the people are nice to work with (with the exception of the one-who-is-going-to-leave-soon) =P The job is challenging and I feel very happy to work for my boss..
However I have been working over time everyday since the day I started..
Working Hours are supposed to be 9am-530pm.. but I've been leaving at all hours between 530-8pm..

Also, Bernard and I just celebrated our anniversary earlier today =)
We've really been through a lot together..
Our future may look slightly shady, but we have decided to commit ourselves and our relationship in His hands =)

- 12 July 12:54am -

Employment

I GOT A JOB!!!!!

Coolness...
Those who know me, would know I wasn't intending to even look for a job. Not until I get bored outta my wits, or run outta money, or...well just not SO soon.
I wanted my time to myself, to laze and to relax.. to figure out what I want for myself.

Well I got a call from FQ telling me how desperate his firm is. They really needed someone to come in because a staff just left and another is leaving. Had it been another guy, instead of FQ, one of my most loyal, trusted friends, I would reject the mere thought of an interview almost immediately. Another buying factor, was that the firm was one that I initially considered for my Internship. I did go for an interview and already had a great respect for the firm then =)

Alan Shankar & Lim..
is a respectable, reputable firm that many lawyers in the industry hold in reverence. Few know that the firm only has 2 lawyers! Its a very efficient firm that handles varied cases.

Like wow, I get to work with FQ like we always used to in school on our projects (THE GOOD NEWLY OLD DAYS!!!), and getting this job in such a cool firm..
is like a dream coming true!!

I feel so blessed =)
Like God is handing out good stuff to me, even when I'm not even asking for it =)

- 4 July 12:05am -